well thanksgiving is coming up. and i am going to my cousin's house for dinner, although i won't be spending it with my family, i thank God that i have them. my mom and dad have raised me to be the person i am today, for that i am grateful. i know that sometimes it may seem as if i 'hate' my mom, but i don't. without her, i wouldnt be who i am. my dad, always there for me. whether it be talking about school or friends, he never let me down. he tried so hard to give me everything, and even though he wasnt always successful, the fact that he would go through the trouble is more than enough. my brothers, man, i can go to them with anything, and by that i mean everything. things aren't like they used to be when i was younger, when i was just a pain. since we dont see each other as much, i guess it strengthened our bond. i know that they are there for me as i am for them. they still got the i'm your older brother thing going on, and sometimes he does get a little annoying, i wouldnt trade it for the world. cuz i know that i have my family to protect me.
another thing i am thankful for is my friends. i mean without them i wouldnt be able to make it to where i am. they've supported me, cried with me, fought with me, and the most important thing is that they are still by my side. erin, thank you so much for being there for me. i know that i can really go to you for anything. you're my best friend. no one can ever take your place. i mean we grew up together, even our parents are best friends! i know that you will comfort me and let me know that everything is okay, even though sometimes you dont really say much. but i know you'll always be there for me. thank you <3
its been a while, i feared i had lost it, it was dwindling, but i found it, my faith.